Saturday, May 17, 2008

I'M EXHAUSTED

JOHN HAD ME DOWNLOAD PRINCE'S GREATEST HITS, SO ...PURPLE RAIN HAS BEEN POURING THROUGH MY HEAD. I'M EXHAUSTED, 11 YEARS OF OUR LIFE POURED OUT OF THE SEA CRATE INTO THIS HOUSE...AND IT'S FINALLY COMING TOGETHER. I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN STAND IT RIGHT NOW. MY BREAKING POINT CAME WHEN I FOUND A BOX THAT I OPENED AND DISCOVERED IT WAS A BOX FROM MY MOTHER'S HOUSE, LIKE A TIME CAPSULE FROM RIGHT BEFORE SHE DIED...A LOT OF MEDICAL THINGS...A LOT OF PAIN.
IT FEELS GOOD TO HAVE A LOT OF PERSONAL "STUFF" AROUND AGAIN. IT'S FUNNY HOW WE BOND WITH THINGS...PICTURES, PILLOWS, FAVORITE MUGS...IT FEELS GOOD. I'M REALLY SLEEPY..."I ONLY WANT TO SEE YOU LAUGHING IN THE PURPLE RAIN..."

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